story story story!!!!!!

im backkkkkkkk!! whew...... 5 days na wlang blog!!?? wow.... ahihihihih

well anyways eto nanaman ako... hmmmm?? isip isip!!! ano nga ba nangyari sakin past 5 days ago.....???

naalala ko na!!! ganto yun eh:

PARENTAL GUIDANCE.....
PG 18

cast of characters:
PAUL - cute(owssss), kind, adik sa cf, loving
MADAM - my boss wife, egyptian, wall-eyed, pregnant, bad breath (nalaman ko after the
ARBAB - babaero(sobra), asawa nung madam, kalbo, maliit, mahambog (sobra) pacute sa chicks
incident) may kaya sa buhay, kilala ang pamilya.... maimpluwensya......
setting: cafeteria
time: past 2 pm yata

ACTION!!!!!

PAUL: (sleepy, having chat over cf) zzzzzzzzzzzzz.... click click click.... zzzzzzzzzz......

suddenly the door opened

PAUL: hello madam, how are you?? what can i do for you??
MADA: hi paul..... how are you??..... can you stand in front of me please (sad low voice)

naglakad ako papunta sa harap nang madam ko... blangko isip kasi inaantok pa ako.....
iniisip ko din kung ano ipapagawa................... nang biglang............

MADAM: paul do you know _ _ _ _? (in a kindda mad voice... almost shouting)
PAUL: about to open my mouth to answere the question.... YES pa naman sagot ko.... whew
MADAM: i know you know _ _ _ _!!!! (hala galit na)
PAUL: ..........!!.................................!!........................... (tulala)
MADAM: (shouting na) you dont know me... you dont know my family.... and you dont know
what i can do to you!!!!!
MADAM: stop transporting information of me, your arbab, and my children to _ _ _ _!!!!
MADAM: do you know me paul??!!! if i found out that you transport anything about me.....!!!!!
(hala sumisigaw na tinatakot pa ako..........)
MADAM: I can punish you....... you dont know what can i do..... you dont know me!!!
PAUL: (tulala walang masabi.... di ko alam sinasabi niya..... wala ako alam..... bakit ba ako
sinisigawan??)
MADAM: (malakas na ang sigaw grabe!!!) i can punish you!!!!!................. blah blah blah!!!!
MADAM: blah blah blah i can punish you......(habang pa labas nang pinto nang cafeteria)
MADAM: ( nasalabas na) you dont know me!!!! i can punsish you!!!!!!
PAUL: (tulala padin..... walang naalala kungdi ung PUNISH, YOU DONT KNOW ME, at shet
bad breath pala un..... ewwwwwwwwww)

naupo sandali inisip ang mga nang yari .........

PAUL: hala ano ba nagawa ko.... tang..... bakit nadamay ako?? hmmmmm ano nga ba???
kagagawan nanaman to ni amo...... tanginang yan......... hala bakit ako pinagbabantaan
ako nun..... tsk tsk tsk....... sobra na to ah!!!!!

NARRATOR: ano ba ang nagawa ni paul? bakit siya sinugod nang madam niya??.... saan
patutungo ang gulong to??.... ano ang kinalaman nang transportation sa buhay nila
madam? sino si _ _ _ _?? abangan bukas ang mas nakagigilalas na mga pangyayari
dito sa " MADAM IS MY NAME!!!! PUNISH IS MY GAME!!!!"

abangan bukas!!!!!!!!!!!

another night

the sky is dark the moon is grey
a day has passed and go away
for it will never return for you to see
to fix the things that are meant to be

trying to grasp the very thin line
that allow for me to call you mine
we are bound to be in this game
but i hope you feel for me the same

call me a fool as you may
or what ever you want to say
and i dont have very much to gain
for i am numb with all the pain

i dont know if i will stay
or bow my head and walk away
but just before the night is thru
I want to be here with you

BEING ME

lucky for those who dont have a sight
for they can only see the shadow of night
amidst the pain they cannot see
for they dont await what it could be

alone im here where i stand
waiting for the right time of hand
people come... people go
what should i think?? i dont know

days have passed without knowing me
what should i feel or what should i see
its here that i couldnt even play
or even utter the things i should say

i cannot think of anything
or atleast know what tomorrow would bring
and now i think i am done
what should i do?? i dont understand

now i have to fight alone
will you even remember my name when im gone
for i am the man who tried to be
the greatest pretender you will ever see...

hayzzzzz another boring day.... buti na lang may cf at blog na nagpapasaya sakin.......

hmmm saan na ba ako galing.... well last two days wala lang bahay trabaho lang..... hellooooo bahay kamusta naman un....

totoo po may bahay po ako... kung sa inaakala nyo na banyo ko lang yon hindi po kasi most of the time papaalam sa mga frends sasabhin uuwi at maliligo lang...... then babalik after few minutes..... malapit lang bahay ko..... natatanaw ko nga eh..... small room lang may kasama akong filipino din..... tuwing thursday di ka makalakad sa loob sa dami nang tao ginagawang tambayan eh..... may videoke may sumasayaw may kumakain may nagyoyosi may naglalandian may nagaaway may walang tigil sa pagtawag sa cp may nagttxt at may kapit bahay kami na galit galit kasi ang ingay daw NILA (nila kasi di ako sumasama kasi magulo at maingay).....

ang weird nang last three days ko ang saya para akong tanga..... well i would like to thank the following:

1. my mahal for always being there...... muahhhhhhhhhhhhh
2. tidii and pitchii para sa walang sawang pagpapatawa sakin...... tadu kau
3. sa sponsor ko na KFC at PIZZA HUT for giving me unlimited supply of foods for the last 3 days.......whew
4. kay sarah at matchbox 20 para sa kantang IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL na pinakinggan ko nang 5 hrs straight na paulit ulit hanggang mabaliw at masaldak ako sa kalungkutan shet
5. kay anas na bading na nag pasa load sakin kaya natawagan ko si kuni at si pitchii kagabi..... para sabihing nawalan ako nang connection.....
6. sa kasama ko sa bahay na walang sawang pag inom, pagsuka sa kwarto, pag gamit sa kama ko at pag ubos nang pabango ko...... tadu un
7. sa kapitbahay namin na nagpahiram nang washing machine... ate you rock!!! sa uulitin....
8. sa indiano na laging nagdedeliver nang yosi sakin.... kahit walang tip.... ahahahaha
9. dun sa birthday kagabi na weird pero ang sarap nang foods ha all filipino.... sarap nung adobo at inihaw na bangus
10. sa cf family for listening sa mga tune, sa mga jokes, sa mga pagdaldal ko on air...

SALAMAT SA INYONG LAHAT

Hayzzzz, 4 pm na matatapos na ang liwanag didilim na....... mawawalan na nang tao sa daan.... kasabay nang pag lubog nang araw eh ang pag dating nang mga bagay bagay..... ang pagiisip nang walang katapusang solusyon sa mga problema.... problema na parang walang katapusan..... kalungkutan na di masukat at mabilang.... na tanging napapawi lang sa tuwing makakausap ko yung mga taong tanging sa cyber space ko lang nakikita at nakakasama......eh pano pag tulog na sila.... siguro kain na lang muna ako nang KFC at PIZZA HUT.....

away from you

what does it feel to be away?? ask me...... its hard for starters... going to place where everything is new.... lahat parang kakaiba... nakakpanibago, nakakatuwa, nakakagulat at higit sa lahat nakakamiss.... maninibago ka talaga lalo na sa mga nakasanayang bagay mo na gawin sa pinanggalingan mo. well most of them thought that being abroad is nice. yeah thats what i thought also. kala ko masarap kasi malaya ka.. may pera ka kahit papano. magagawa mo gusto mo at makakapunta ka sa mga lugar na hindi mo pa nararating... pero "akala lang pala yun" hindi pala lahat magagawa mo... lucky for those who experience being abroad alot of fun... sad for those who are like me whose experiencing not the same feeling... its very hard to get along... minsan kalahi mo pa maglalaglag sau...there is no one to run to... problema mo solohin mo... kasi may problema din mga nakapaligid sau... find friends.. yes you will find some pero mas madalas nyo pang pagusapn ang gimikan kaysa sa problema nang bawat isa... try to do new things.... yup pwede lalo na kung may pera ka eh pano kung wala...... most of the time you will find your self sitting in front of a computer surfing the net or chatting and blowing your head off..... lucky me i still have this piece of machine to make me happy, pano kung wala... hayzzzzzz... alam nyo din ba yung feeling nang wala kang magawa... yung "shit hanggang tawag lang talaga"... na hindi mo man lang maiparamdam na nandun ka para sa taong mahal mo na iniwan mo sa pinas... ang hirap grabe......pero ganun pa man they are the main reason kung bakit ka nagpapakahirap sa ibang bansa... to earn and support them with their "financial needs".... pero sana naman isipin din nila yung mga taong nagpapakahirap para sa kanila... kung ano ang pakiramdam nang malayo sa pamilya.... kung ano ang pakiramdam nang nagiisa.... well for now i think this is the new rule of life... for you to cope up with the fast changing world... we have work and stay away from you..........

cyber space family

good news another day is about to end.... bad news everything will happen again tomorrow.... same shit different day as they say... pero okei lang that's what makes life more simplier... imagine you dont have to think that hard what to do just think what you did yesterday and viola may gagawin ka na ulit......hayyzzzzz ang simple nang buhay.... pero parang nakakasawa bakit kung ano pa ang simple yun ang nakakasawa... like me gigising mag hi hi sa chat tapos wento konti then ligo. after that pasok sa work pag dating sa work chat ulit... well at the end of the day still i find my self still chatting... until the break of dawn still my keyboard and mouse clicks trying to find ways to kill my boredom.... but its nice you meet people although you are in between cams and mics.... most of them are like me finding ways to be happy.... and we found it here the cyber space of life... simple lang naman eh hi hellow asl???? basic lang naman.. masaya nakakaadik sobra dagdagan mo pa nang mga tune na masaya, malungkot, nakakainlove, pang broken hearted at kung anu ano pa... me my self i have this so called "my cyber family" sila yung mga taong laging kausap, hingahan nang problems, sabihan nang secret.... ang saya biruan, tuksuhan, most of the time murahan!! sayang nga lang di ko pa sila nakikita sa personal... pero kailangan pa be eh kasama mo na araw araw... di kasi ako naniniwala sa kasabihang chat lang to kasi kung chat lang to bakit mo inuubusan nang oras, panahon, emotion at pera..... basta ang alam ko masaya.... masaya ako kapiling sila