away from you

what does it feel to be away?? ask me...... its hard for starters... going to place where everything is new.... lahat parang kakaiba... nakakpanibago, nakakatuwa, nakakagulat at higit sa lahat nakakamiss.... maninibago ka talaga lalo na sa mga nakasanayang bagay mo na gawin sa pinanggalingan mo. well most of them thought that being abroad is nice. yeah thats what i thought also. kala ko masarap kasi malaya ka.. may pera ka kahit papano. magagawa mo gusto mo at makakapunta ka sa mga lugar na hindi mo pa nararating... pero "akala lang pala yun" hindi pala lahat magagawa mo... lucky for those who experience being abroad alot of fun... sad for those who are like me whose experiencing not the same feeling... its very hard to get along... minsan kalahi mo pa maglalaglag sau...there is no one to run to... problema mo solohin mo... kasi may problema din mga nakapaligid sau... find friends.. yes you will find some pero mas madalas nyo pang pagusapn ang gimikan kaysa sa problema nang bawat isa... try to do new things.... yup pwede lalo na kung may pera ka eh pano kung wala...... most of the time you will find your self sitting in front of a computer surfing the net or chatting and blowing your head off..... lucky me i still have this piece of machine to make me happy, pano kung wala... hayzzzzzz... alam nyo din ba yung feeling nang wala kang magawa... yung "shit hanggang tawag lang talaga"... na hindi mo man lang maiparamdam na nandun ka para sa taong mahal mo na iniwan mo sa pinas... ang hirap grabe......pero ganun pa man they are the main reason kung bakit ka nagpapakahirap sa ibang bansa... to earn and support them with their "financial needs".... pero sana naman isipin din nila yung mga taong nagpapakahirap para sa kanila... kung ano ang pakiramdam nang malayo sa pamilya.... kung ano ang pakiramdam nang nagiisa.... well for now i think this is the new rule of life... for you to cope up with the fast changing world... we have work and stay away from you..........